Now i know i loved you

Now i know i loved you, because you're not here,
i just wanted a break, but it was to much for you,
i didn't mean to make you cry, had no intention on seeing tears,
i said we need a break and you said "I'm through"
i had no idea you would be so impatient, just to sit there,
everything that has happened, isn't fair,
but I'm the one to blame and i know its true,
and now that you're gone i know i had loved you.

Many mistakes that i have made, in the past 2 years,
from when i had someone protecting me from my fears,
now i have to face reality and admit i have lost you forever and your just not coming back,
i sorry i hurt you and but i know that i loved you, and now i know it was a fact.

Now i have to worry about it coming back on me,
because you loved me then and i was to stubborn to see.