You look at me but I turn away.
You walk closer to see what’s wrong but I start to walk faster.
You grab me from behind and hold me close
I struggle trying so hard not to look in your eyes knowing I will break down.
You ask me what’s wrong.
I say nothing pull away and walk off.
Sitting at home wanting to tell you so bad how I feel.
I’ve told you before, but you never listen.
I know you love her now.
And it kills me to see her in your arms.
The days pass as I watch you and her everyday together and so happy.
You kiss her lips and whisper in her ear.
I want so badly to just end it.
To end it and to never feel the pain ever again.
Just when I think I’m going to make it,
I break down and I can’t take it.
I lay here looking up at the stars.
And you’re all that’s on my mind.
I make a wish, close my eyes, and remember when I was happy.
Knife in my hand I watch it as it slides across my cold skin.
I hold my breath as the tears roll off my face.
And for every tear I cry my heart is only breaking more and more.
I try to stand but I fall to the ground.
I’m just too weak.
And without you I’m just a mess.
I need you to come save me.
I need you to love me like you use too.
