Not here

Innocence
unseen
unheard
barely existent
Controlling, absurd
tell me tell me
where to go
what to be
how to hurt
i have no idea
no anything
nothing at all
so lead me
blindly
to my...
fall fall fall
away
what does it matter?
long as we get to play
this game
what does it matter
I need not my lonely
cognitions
to lead me on my way...
down down down
falling fast to soft
arid ground
I miss this place
i admit
afraid
I miss the fact that someone lead me
now i am my own
to fail
to succeed
who is to
know?
No no no,
I cannot have this path
it is not my right
it is not what i wish
to have
I need to be lead along
in deception
or in truth Divine
just don't leave me
to me and
mine...