Faded Memories

Faded memories of what could of been
Sleepless nights heart full of Sin
No one knows the pain within
The tears burn like acid as they burn the skin

Perment scars self inflicted
Keeping hurting myself like I was addicted
Dark secrets that should of never been committed
Never had much never lived a life that was gifted

A tourched soul is all I have to offer
An everyday struggle of Chaos and disorder
Cant think straight my vision is distorted
Things would of been better if I was aborted

Shelter myself from the outside world
You live your life and I'll live my own
Tears of joy stream down my face
I'm headed for a better place

No one knows when the end is near
I'll never fear that day
When the lord takes me away
When will Love replace my hate

DaJaMa