Pain from underneath..

Being happy was never hard for me,
but now my smile's only a memory.
I can't remember a day that I haven't
cried, or told someone I was fine and
haven't lied.

"Baby, I'd give my life for you, if you'd
only tell me what I could do. I want to
help you, make things right. Become
your world and stop the fight."

All of that is what he said on the phone,
but he has no idea, I feel so alone.
Ever since you left me here. I can't let go,
this pain I fear.

People don't know who I am anymore.
They say I'm not as happy as before.
I know when they say this, it's only
true, but it's because of what happened
with me and you.

Do you remember how close we became?
No one could ever be the same. He will
never know what I poured my heart in to.
He doesn't understand the pain I've been
through.

All I'm asking is to try to understand. Tell
me it's okay, and take my hand. I'm not
sure if my heart will ever heal. But I'm
hoping love is once again what I'll feel. </3