I'll Never Understand[[song]]

Song.*scream*

I'll cut deeper every time you hurt me
how long till the knife hits a vein
shove the razor down my throat
till i can no longer feel the pain

I'm still breathing....
*but not for long*
my hearts still beating....
*it feels so wrong*

I'll never understand you
I'll never know the reason why
why did you have to break me
why did you make me cry

words will never erase...
*everything that was said*
nothing will ever replace....
*all the thoughts in my head*

you told me you loved me
but then you walked away
you said that you were sorry
but you say that every day

you threw it all away...
*it'll never be the same*
you don't know what love is....
*you play it like a game*

I'm sick of the tears that keep falling
I'm sick of the promises your breaking
I'm sick of the lies you keep telling
&& I'm sick of all the smiles I'm faking

*i cant let go*
so i must hold on....
*you'll be sorry*
when I'm gone...

how can you tell me you love me
then turn around && leave
i listened to my soul && fell in love
i wore my heart on my sleeve

*you broke me*
the pain is like a knife...
*your cutting though my heart*
&& you taking my life.