Left behind

All the feelings that i get,
im still not happy yet
im the one that dies
alone
im the
in the corner of the classroom
reading, because thats the only world i fit into
i everything i have become,
a gothic kid that use to be happy
when i was 5 or 6
when life was all smiles and rainbows
not and dieing
when everything was simple
not complicated,
im the that wants what
she can't have,
im the
who was left behind
im the who
commited .