I need to stand,
I cannot move,
give me your hand,
listen to me,
I try to scream, cry and curse.
My lips will not move.
Why cant you see me, my pain, my despair?
Help me.
Help me.
All I can do is stare.
Why cant I say I don't want to live,
exists, breath?
All I do is nod and look away murmuring
"I'm fine mom, Ill be OK."
She gets up and walks away
leaving me.... alone.
