Is my main goal to hurt you?
Am I just a bad friend?
Do I have feelings for him too?
Or do I just want yours to end?
Am I just tired of our obsession?
Or am I mad because you are taking something I could have?
Do I just want to teach you a lesson?
Is it all just to make you mad?
I wish I could understand myself.
I wanna know what goes through my own mind.
let's just leave this alone.
leave it all behind.
I'll just get over it.
and stay out of your way.
and hopefully,
I'll understand it one day.
