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Out of tune this tail of terror
the sollum tolling of the funeral bells
i want to know whats going on
i feel lost in this lonely world
without you here my breathing dims
my heart has stopped
I'm suffocating
I'm screaming in a sea of faces
but no one sees me
no one hears me
I'm hurting on the inside and out
but no one knows it
no one sees it
i hide the bruises upon my face
the cuts seem to fade away
i scream for help but no ones there
i fear god listens not to my prayers
i dream of wars but refuse to fight
i wont let this be my last night
i made a promise
a vow to him
ill continue to fight to fix my sins
as long as theres an ounce of breath
left in my shivering chest
i wont give up
i will be strong
i know what Ive done was wrong
i ask god for no forgivness
im not worthy of his praise
not now or any other day
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