My heart is going one way and my mind is going another.
I know what I'm doing is against the rules.
But i cant fight this feeling no matter how hard my father pulls.
My mind is made up with no way to change,
but to me this "law" is really strange.
Some say its just a Kittie crush, but if it was,
why would knowing that i couldn't be with him hurt so much?
I say were just friends and thats my cover because i don't want anyone to know how much we love each other.
18 is a long time to wait and by the time i get there,
it might be too late.
I hope he'll wait and not go another way,
but I'm not him so i don't know what to say.
My love has been stolen by a boy that doesn't get approved,
but this might change when I'm forcefully moved.
This girl loves him too,
but i don't think they love each other like we do.
Shes thought about how their love will stand, how their love will endure and they have kids just as planned.
I think its a lie, i hope its a lie, it really hurts my heart to hear this and i just want to break down and cry.
I want them to end because i love this boy so much.
I get butterflies in my stomach every time we touch.
I hope he loves me and that it'll stay,
but for this while I'll live for today.
