Nervous love

My feelings for him are so crazy i cant explain.
When he's around me i feel my body intense and in pain.
I wanna be your everything, the reason why u laugh,smile,and share memories with i wanna just be with you.
But theres something thats holding me back to tell you how much you mean to me and the words i wish i can say "I LOVE YOU."
Your so sweet,smart,romantic,funny, and everything a girl like me ever dreamed of i can think of all the things to say,but when i see u my thoughts and words just wonder away.
Only if you knew how much i think of you,care for you in my mind its just you,you,you all the time.