I went somewere today
I dont really rember what happined
I smelled something that gave me bad memorise
The smell was gas or oil
I dont know the difference
I feel week
I keep thinking about what u did
Im trying not to let anyone know
It just totally hit me
A million times again
I cant fight this
I cant try
I rember the smell of gass on your hands
I rember smelling it as your hands hit my mouth
I rember the shower how u held me close
It seams i can only rember the stuff i dont want to
Thats how life goes