The first time.

Hiding from the world
in a pale and timid frame
taught to be nothing
knowing nothing but his shame

the most peaceful loving soul
with a heart so pure and good
he knows little of an evil world
there's no reason why he should

but watch the kids around him
how they go to such reaches
a bullseye for the normal ones
they rip him into pieces

sad to say he's used to this
just another day of school
this boy is only ten years old
but he's become a crutch for the cruel

why do people hit him
with all their pains and strifeâ??s
to tear down such a gentle boy
to make him take his life
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this is basically about the first time i tried to kill myself.