I let these tears flow down my face
left with so much pain
asking myself
how we let this go so far
i gave you my everything
and you gave me nothing
but yet i still stayed
hoping that one day
you would change
you looked me into my eyes
and told me the same lies
over and over again
and each time i believed them
deep down knowing what you were doing
the evidence right in front of me
yet i let it pass by
and made myself
think that you loved me and cared about me
as time went by
nights without calling
words unspoken
confused feelings of hatred and loneliness
my heart feeling heavy and sad
torn between two decisions
either to stay or leave
i know that i love you
i know that i want to be with you
but i also know that it would never work out
i can't give anymore
i just can't do it
i got to leave and say good bye
its going to be hard
but it needs to be done
i can't put up with the sleepless nights of worrying
i can't put up with the tears that seem to fall everyday
I'm a broken girl
who's in love with a guy who doesn't give her the love she deserves
I'm going to cry when i tell you this
and I'm going to cry when i think of our memories
and I'm going to cry when i think about our never coming future
and i cry as i write this
so good bye my once knight in shinning armor
your once white horse turned black
and your shinning armor rusted
I'll watch you ride away into the darkened skies
and I'll watch you as you drag my bleeding heart through the dirt
good bye I'm sorry you couldn't care
