Unpretty

Sometimes I feel so unpretty dont try to say Im not cuzz I know the truth, and I know it well, lord its just not fair how could you create everyone so full of beauty and me so unpretty, lord I think uve made a horrible mistake, did you really mean to make this way? I look in the mirror and I hate what I see staring back, I know of all the beauty that I lack, I dont deserve to live , I dont deserve to be seen, so ill take this blade to my vein and finally smile as my unprettyness drips away