AWAY

I want to disappear
but instead I'm stuck here
somewhere i don't want to be
i wish i could lock up my life
and throw away the key
my life is filled with anger and despair
it is so bad that no one even cares
i cry myself to sleep
night-by-night day-by-day
but the pain is way to deep
no matter how much i try to Put it away
it eventually comes out in a bad way
i am too depressed to realize
people are trying to help me
telling them to leave me alone
when all i really want is someone to hold
someone to tell me everything will get better or its OK
instead i just get a get over it
i want to get away
to somewhere where I'll be OK
away from all the hatred
away from all the lies
away from everything that matters
away from my very life