Anger

I find it hard to sleep at night,
when all I can hear is another fight,
again and again the angry voices scream in my ear,
saying things I'll always fear,
my music is my relief from this storm,
but only more anger will form,
the temptations are driving me mad,
I just want to feel real pain so bad,
it wouldn't be too hard to find,
just take the knife and the pain will kind,
I need relief from this hell,
I just don't know the right words to tell,
why cant I just ask for help,
because my anger's taking control of me.