How can this be

How can this be
that im still hooked on you?
its been a few months now
since you spilled those words
right out of your mouth

for months and months
i cried and cried
did you even care once
that this whole heart of mine
became cracked into pieces?

i didnt plan on loosing you
its just a shock to me
what did i do wrong
to make you un-love me ?
un-break my heart

ive been trying soo hard
to get you out of my mind
but it just doesnt come to me
you were different
i loved you

take me away to the
summer days
when everything was perfect
when i could feel your heart beat
and your curly blonde hair

i feel apart of my is gone
since you left me
please stay close
i need to know your ok
cuz i dont wanna miss a thing
with out you

i figured out that i
can not live without you
i hope your thinking of me
cuz since i met you
my life has been turned upside
down

this summer was the best
ive ever had
i wish it wouldnt end
you said those 3 words
and i know you ment them
please dont ever leave my side

so please tell me darling
what i did wrong
to make this thing not last
my once red rose
turned to black ash