Nothing

Nothing is how we want it to be.
I love you today, and hope you love me.
I will always love you no matter what.
Even when I want to die, or even when I cut.
Please, you promised, don't leave me.
But nothing is what it's supposed be.
When you leave me everyday, I wonder about you.
I don't ask, so I don't know. I wonder what you do.
When I ask, you ignore; you're pushing me away.
I wonder what you'll do when I leave you someday.

2006