Can I Be Saved?

Slip back into depression
Restart a new session
Was happy now it's gone
Screaming till the dawn
She doesn't really care
That I'm living in dispair
As long as she's fine
Stars have lost all shine
And while you're in bliss
Just read this:
Writing this, I'm crying
And I'm sick of your lying
You don't care, never loved me
And friends is all we will be
The hurt that you gave
From this pain, can I be saved?