Lost(?)

Staring at the night sky,
Just want to get lost and fly

Nothing to ease the loneliness,
always lost in my minds eye

City lights shine bright,
and the stars no where in sight

My hair hiding my face,
so they won't see the sadness in my lost gaze

Life gets unbearable each passing day,
wondering when my life will end and which day

Watching people walk outside at night,
wondering what their lives are really like

Empty on the inside now,
getting lost in my mind

Unable to know whose real and whose not besides my knives...