Friendship Tragedy

My friend, what happen to us?
As if though, strangers we are now?
And throw away all,
And remnants of friendships show.

Before we totally depart,
I wish you to forgive me
If such pain I have caused you
And made you grieved for long.

How I hoped you'd forget
The dark past of regrets.
Cause I am here you blamed,
For act of friendship I haven't made.

Victims of circumstances, I must say.
Tests of friendships, is unending.
He left you over his grave,
And you left me with your hate.

Silent screams you've given me,
Awkward moments has flee..
Yet, you said you forgiven me,
But I heard "No! forgive me.. Am"

What can I do now to you as your friend?
Leave you in misery you've created?
And leave you to - "move on" you say,
"Move on" to be not your friend,
Forevermore?

(for my friend, my life. composed on: January 25, 2008 during the third time of me and my friends' trouble)