It's not worth it.

by Alyssaa   Jan 25, 2008


You can't just keep going back and forth - like we're both just part of a game.
you know she wouldn't approve of us, shouldn't you have some shame ?
i guess there's nothing going on, more then there ever has before .
i just can't help the way i feel, i just can't hold on anymore.
i don't want to move on, no, i do not want to .
but I'm going to hafta, she ain't going to leave you.
she's going to hold on tight - obviously so are you.
i know it's a cliche to say this, but MY i love your's are true.
i hate how we're fxcking turning out now, like seriously, what's wrong with us.
we can't be best friends, not without someone making a fuss.
you know what, I'm sorry i ever stepped back into your life - I'm sorry i ever thought there was another chance.
I'm sorry for almost fxcking you two up, but i can't ever forget about that dance.
you know during the song amazed, where you were "too busy looking at me?"
i guess it was all shiet right, i guess the joke was to hard for me to see.
maybe you did love me at one point, MAYBE you did care.
maybe i just wasn't good enough for you, maybe it's cause i was never there.
i love you and i love him, you were a rebound and he was the one.
i fell in love with the rebound - and it was enough to make me run.
we had 2 chances so why did you get mad ? you had other girls too .
you don't know how much i cried that day ! i never wanted anyone new !
but now i love him. and i cannot fxcking help that, why ?
guess what, i still love you, why ? i don't know, but it's enough to make me cry.
it's enough to put me in tears on the best day of the year - enough to make me wanna die.
i can't believe you forgot what day that was ! i can't believe you NEVER EVEN FxCKING wanted to try.
i love you both, with all my heart.
but this was the finish, don't get it ? go back to the start.

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