Without You, I Lose It All

Today I woke up short of breath
And I'm not feeling at all okay
But I still got a long day ahead of me
I still have to live with this grief anyway

I'm sick of acting like it's alright
Because in reality, it'll never be
I'm about crack, I can't do this
I've never had the strength in me

Now that you're gone forever
I'm losing all hope
Cause you always made it better
I'm running out of ways to cope

Just when I think it's getting better
It hits me like a brick wall
I spend weeks becoming strong
Just to remember you, and lose it all

I can't move on without you
I'm living with all of these regrets
All that you meant to me in this world
Will always be the hardest thing to forget

RIP [Jered Fry] 9/29/07
I love you and miss you so much.

[I have no idea. It's just a bunch of stuff put together, and it wasn't done. I don't know, all the feels come out in weird ways]