Obsession

You blandish me and so I am convinced

That such a benevolence from you does exist

Your tender affection makes me undisturbed

And you are now my disease, likewise, my cure

I cannot sleep for I think of you

I like to eat because you want me to

I crave to smile since that I am inspired

You are my breath, my life, my world

You're more than enough to me

I love you more than my friends and family

Your name is the sweetest music I desire to heed

I am so obsessed on your totality

I know that you are tired of loving a freak like me

And it hurts... it hurts... it hurts so terribly

That after all, I do not deserve your special amity

But I beg to please act apocryphally

Just pretend in order to fulfill me

...All I aspire is to be happy

...Please let me

...Learn to love me

I may be doltish, as you perceive

And I do not care if I'm that ill

Please understand how I behave

For you is the cause of this sickness I attempt to keep

I tried to move on but then it's useless

For I hate forcing my feeling, myself

I know that this obsession is wickedness

But I can't help it, it's so hard to evade

Heal me with your acceptance and love, I'm beseeching

Though I know it is too late. =,(