Running from the heartbreak

Running from my problems,
Hiding from my fears,
Bottling up my anger,
Fighting back the tears.

Hating all the heartbreak,
Clouded mind and heart,
Clutched by the devil's hands,
Not getting another start.

Constant hurt and loneliness,
Anger, hate and pain,
Never loved by anyone,
heart always left in vain.

Wondering why I'm left,
Out in the cold, alone,
Left with nothing but sorrow,
They're hearts are cold as stone.

Waiting for the sunlight,
For something to light my way,
For something to end the heartbreak,
To bring 'round every day.

Wondering why it's happening,
Why blood drips from my hand,
Why I feel so light headed,
Why I can't even stand.

Why did it come down to this,
To my skin I had pressed a knife,
Why did I go through it all,
Just to end my life?