The empty space in my heart

I have finally realized that you are no longer.
These past 5 months I have kept this pain inside
But now its too overbearing.
Mom, i wish you would come back to me, theres an empty space in my heart.

As the days come and go my anger grows heavier.
It makes me want to scream and pull my hair out.
No words can describe what I am feeling right now.
I wish to hear your voice and long to see your face.
Mom, my heart has an empty space.

But I know I will not see you for a very long time
I hope one day I will see you in heaven, but right now I know thats impossible.
I have knots forming in my throat has I hold back the tears.

Mom, please let me know you are here, there's an empty space in my heart, please draw me near.