Im ready to go

I dont mean this in an morbid way, I just mean through this Id finally be okay I wish I were dead, now dont go shaking youre head its just this life has to much sorrow and pain, to much of everything, I know Im only 14 but Im ready to leave, so ready, dont call me suicidal Ive just had much more than I can possibly handle, no, I dont want to die, I just dont want to live. These are my true feelings though they are a bit confusing, so when you find this note beside my lifeless body, know this is not what I wanted but simply my only option!