It's been 3 months and 2 weeks since the worst day of my life, I remember it like it was yesterday, you said all of the sudden you didn't care about me like you use to, you didn't love me anymore, October 22, 2007 was the day I lost you.
I keep hearing the words "I guess we're done" playing over and over in my head. You don't know what you did to m, I've never been this hurt, I didn't know what to do, you were my EVERYTHING. I thought I was in love before but when I was with you I realized all the other guys were puppy love. You had my whole heart,and you knew it. Those were the best 4 months of my life. I really thought you loved me as much as I loved you, because you told me first, and all the serious things we went through together. I remember I cried for a week straight, all day. When I went home, I had to make up an excuse, to why I had been crying. The next week I still cried when I seen you or when you'r name got brought up, and when my mind wondered off to the thoughts of me and you. I've never acted like this over a guy before. I didn't know what to do with myself, I felt like you took EVERYTHING from me, you did you took the one and only thing that I can never get back. And you act like you don't even care. I remember when you called me and told me you were sorry and that you still cared about me. So I gave you another chance, because I love you. We, well I tried to make things work out so many times, but you always messed it up and blamed it on me. I kept tellin myself to just let you go,if it was meant to be then it would be. I just don't see how this happened, just the week before we broke up,you were tellin me how much you were in love with me. I just don't see how you can fall out of love that fast. You promised me the world, you said you would NEVER hurt me, and that we would be together forever, and now look you've hurt me more than anyone ever has. I don't know what to do, I try to hate you, but the love I have for you won't let me. Its been 3 months and 2 weeks, and I still cry, because I just can't seem to let you go, will I ever let you go,
MARK ANTHONY ERWIN???
