Disgrace?

Gaze with in the coffin.
Look at my pale face.
See your own disgrace.
This is only the beginning.
Not the end.

Wait a second.
Flash Back.

Gaze with in the coffin.
Look at my once beautiful face.
Do you feel shame.
Cause this is your blame.

Wait a second.
Flash back.

Remember that night?
Death was in the air.
The lights weren't on.
The hallway seemed so long.
Hearing the distance sound of dripping water.
Opening the door to find my body laying limp with in the tub.

Wait a second.
Flash back.

Bloody knife.
Tears of pain.
Look at this mess I made.
Scared to death.
Pains of sorrow.
Bottle of pills.
Numb with in.
Cut some more.
Deaths knocking at my door.

Wait a second.
Flash back.

Face twisted with rage.
Fists full of pain.
Fighting for the last time.
Your not going to have me anymore.

Wait a second.
Snap back.

Gaze with in my coffin.
Look at my face.
Am I still a disgrace?