Growing apart, I didn't think it was an option for us.

You & I have been together off & on for 3 years now..
Everyone in my family knew who you were,
They even warned me to be careful,
Because you were just online.
I loved you with all my heart & soul,
I fought for you multiple times,
I never once gave up,
because I wanted to be with you,
I wanted to marry you, make love to you,
have your children, I was deeply in love with you,
I started hanging out with my friends in the game that I had made, You disappeared for awhile & came back, told me your computer had broke so you could not join me on the game, My friends were there for me, when you finally got around to getting back in the game, I couldn't just ditch my friends to be with you..
You messaged me everyday, telling me how much you
missed me, I told you, you were my EVERYTHING, but you just replied with
"I used to believe that, but now I don't think I am. I think I come after your friends, and raids"
I didn't know how to respond to that..
I knew in my heart, it wasn't true, this wasn't happening
I wouldn't allow you and I to grow apart, I felt like my
heart was ripping out and someone was stepping on it, over and over, I said I was sorry, but that wasn't enough
I tried grouping with you, and hanging out with you again
but then my friends got jealous, I could not take it anymore
I don't want to have to choose you or my friends..
I don't know what to do at this point anymore..
I have one thing to tell you,
I love you, Always have, always will, no matter where
life takes us, You can make the decision now, rather you want to be by my side for the rest of our lives, or if
you want to go back to being single and lonely.
Just know, no matter what the decision is, I will always
love you.

About the poem:
I've been off & on with this guy named Mark for going on 4yrs now, We both play a game called World of Warcraft, Met on there, and hooked up on there..
Now that I'm turning 17, and I told him he could come and see me for my 18th birthday NEXT year, all this comes up of I'm never with him enough, blah blah blah..
I don't know what to do at this point other then sit back and see what happeneds. If he's the guy for me, then awesome, because I do love him with all my heart. but if not, then alas. there's other fish in the sea.

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