Greiving

When your sad,and feeling blue
When your sadness turns to tears,
When you cant control your fears
When death becomes reality,
When your greiving for all to see,
You hold the pain, in your heart,
just feel like its broke inside -apart
They say time is a great healer,
but that dont help you much,
you dont want to heal, at all
this is your punishment,-its how you should feel,
cant do this without them,
life just isnt real,
you have all the sympathy, the sadness the pain,
but your on your own now,
the ending is still the same
theres no light at the end of the tunnel,
no pot of gold by the rainbows end
no clouds clearing leaving blue skies
no waking up together, no more seeing you smile,
no more hugs or kisses or loving from you,
no more making me feel good,just by doing what you do,
no more i love yous no more me & you
only pictures to look at, only they make me cry more
i cant ever feel your touch, feel that your around
images inside my head, thoughts that have no sound
ive wished a million wishes,
but they never do come true
how am i supposed to live my life again,
if i dont have you