My pain corrupts my soul
When you have me to hold
But you run to her when youâ??re all alone
Your true spirits now shown
Why do I believe you when you say you love me?
When I know itâ??s with her youâ??ll be.
She is my worse enemy forever ago
What is it that has long since past?
I still have to hide behind another mask
My heart now belongs to you
But donâ??t you realize youâ??ve torn it in two?
Your eyes are so cold now I feel a burst of fear
Then when Iâ??m alone I shed another tear
I love you so much that it hurts!
I love what you say to me and make me forgive you
I hate that I canâ??t be mad at you
What does she mean to you when Iâ??m not around?
Is she the reason that you never frown?
What was it like to kiss her then me?
Why would you throw me into the hungry sea?
To be washed up in a wave of emotions
Now Iâ??m lost, a toy thatâ??s been broken.
I bet you both laughs at me when I have my back turned
Love is non-existent thatâ??s what Iâ??ve learned
But if that is true, why do I always dream of you?
Now my dreams scare me so I no longer sleep
How many cuts will it be until itâ??s too deep?
Maybe just maybe youâ??ll see
What you really meant to meâ?¦
