The Decision

Writing this in red ink drawing out of me like blood
I don't want to let it out, but I know I really should
It's done, I think, I've made up my mind
To leave the arguments and that boy behind
To break up and to start again
Within the comforting circle of my friends
It's almost painful because I want to believe in the good
Scrambling for as many reasons and excuses as I could
It's pretty much over now, I can see that
And it's sad to say it's like I've got a fall back
My best friend thinks that this guy likes me
And I've grown some unfailing attraction for him, but I'd deny it, you see
Because I won't do it again - the whole boyfriend complication
I want to get off that train and let it leave the station
That ship has set sail and thought I've been on it, too
I found it's not worth feeling so sad and blue
After the initial rush, a rush being exactly what it was,
I left my feelings to trail in the dust
Being single is really a lot of fun
I've overcome the drama, like a battle that I've won
So I said it before and I'll say it again
Forget love for now - I'll just stick with my friends.