I'm awakened in the middle of the night
i starved so i went down to see what is inside
i got a strawberry jam for me
got some milk in the fridge because I'm thirsty...
i sit back and relaxed
looking outside the house
then someone hold my back
said "are you okay? are you eating enough?"...
i stood up and punched him
i knew he was joking
we laughed aloud carelessly
didn't mind if our neighbors get angry...
after an hour we settled down
i was sited in the couch
adjacent to his place
he smiled and said "whats on your mind?"...
i went close and kissed him
grabbed his hand and made him touch me
then he returned every stimulus i sent him
i loved the way he pushed it inside me...
he set the bonfire
get us some wine
i lie down with him
then we fell asleep...
tomorrow came
what a lovely morning
i tried to wake him up
what the hell, i was shocked...
saw his face and its lifeless
touched his nose and its breathless
tested his heart and it wont pump
tried to hurt him but he just cant feel it...
his place is full of blood
a knife stubbed in his heart
bruises are all around his body
a devil did this to him!
just last night we're together
made love to each other
i don't know how will i start my tears
i was shaking and full of fear...
then i saw a note
penmanship is his so this he must wrote
i started crying when i read it
i was full of pain when he said...
"my dearest love,
the moment you read this i know that I'm already lifeless beside you in bed, I'm sorry i didn't make it this morning, maybe i was destined to leave now and forever rest. A girl came shes holding a knife, told me that she should be my wife, then she tried to reach you with her angry face she wants to kill you.
i stopped her but she is under the influence of an illegal drug, shes really out of her mind, adrenalin is so strong,
my focus is on her mouth, holding it all the time so she wont wake you up. She stubbed me one's, twice, thrice until she is satisfied, and i know it will soon take my life.
you're in a deep sleep tonight my love, watching you is a pleasure for me, now I'm dying with bliss, beside you is where i want god to take my life away with.
i love you and i always will...
till then..."
the policemen came
took his body away
i went into their office
i slowly gave my statements away...
(in the police station)
i remember my friend
asking for a guy to be with
so i gave her Jake
the guy that i met in the parade...
but slowly i fell in love with him
so i took him and be with him
i didn't care about anything else
forgot that i offered him once to my friend...
now i realize
that she went insane
the knife is meant to stubbed me
but he took all of them to keep me safe...
(the girl was caught and now she is under the custody of the police...)
the police called me
now the suspect gave her statement
they gave me her statement file
i read it and again started to cry...
"i was supposed to kill her, but he stood up and tried to stop me, it was meant for her, all i want is for him to love me but in the very end he just showed me his love for her. he ask me how will he stop me from killing her, i said if only you will be mine then i shall stop this crime, he answered back and said it will never happen. So i gave him another choice only if he die then my desire to kill her will live no more. thats why he chose not to wake her up and ask for help, she protected her until the very end. He died to save her life."
tears are falling
keep on falling
I'll always remember how you die
you'll always live in my memory, goodbye...
