Sick of it all sometimes!

Sick of it all sometimes!

Bewildered as I sit here wondering what went wrong.
Oh I know there are many things that rob me of my songs.
This anxiousness haunting me once again I feel you go away.
Confused it happened so fast out of the blue my heart you staved.

Lie to me once more make me think it's something lofty.
Compassionate kisses no more your words rocked me!
I'll cherish my memories, new ones I'll make someday.
Violated is this heart I having told you your to far away.

Humbled now I let go, licking my wounds cut open.
Unfulfilled desires beautiful in my blood they're soaking.
This empty feeling will cast itself on the blade of the word.
Indignant at myself it was loud enough I should have heard.

But I closed myself off, covetous for the desires of my flesh.
Failure is hard how many more times must I fail this test.