My Goodbye To You

You were a relative
You were a friend
I promised I'll be there
Until the end

But we separated
Because of others
A barrier created
Set between us borders

I really missed you
But I couldn't understand
All you needed
Was a hold of my hand

Would you go happier
If I was near?
Would you leave later
If I was here?

So I've been told about it
It's nearly a year ago
And I really regret it
For letting you go

I love you, you know
I know it's too late
I didn't want you to go
In this awful way

I never told you
How much I loved you
I regret it so bad
Maybe I made you sad

But I know now
You'll be OK
Your death's black shadow
Will fade away

And then you'll be free
To fly up high
An angel to be
To smile and shine

A goodbye from me
And my endless love
That's all I can give
I wish I had more

In memory of a friend,
a close relative,
an angel... <3