Oceans I Hold Within.....

by Malini Nair   Feb 4, 2008


Another day,another drama
it feels like i need to repeat my karma
it just feels the same everyday
waiting still for a resolution
to my problem to come at bay
it seems everytime more useless to say
about the times i have been through

to think about the times i wasted on you
i could cry on for hours
wasted upon you was my time
the time i could have set myself on guard,
let you get a piece of me
now what remains with me are the pieces of me

i try to collect them
but now whatz left of me
is something beyond repair
the worse of pain i could bare

you left me in pain,
i did think about you in vain
alas,you never realised
you left me drowning
drowning in an ocean of self made complexities
and even though i sank
sank in your intoxicated illusional love
an illusional love
a love for which i cared
cared to be with you underneath the stars
under the stars to help you realise
realise that we all are the same
same but with a different name

tried to reach out to you
reach out to you
even though i know
knew that you wouldn't ever hear my beckoning call
the call which meant to call you back
back into my life
but now it seems all my prayers have gone
have gone so futile
now my dreams take me there
to a place where
a place where i know we lived
lived in our own way
even though things could never be
the way i wished it to be
you still do realise
how much it meant for me

what did you gain by the lie
the lie that shattered me to this
even though i move on
i move on such
such that i could move on no longer
i find myself at the dead end
my start and finish are the same
same and everytime i find myself losing the game

remain happy thatz all i want to say
be the way you are
never again play a game so foul
that you get the loved one down
still wait for the giggle and your voice
but everything seems lost in the noise

go away with the one you love
through your found happiness
i derive mine
and even though you left me shattered
shatttered to the core
you won't see my cry
but the oceans i hold within
blow down the winds of change
even though you are gone
gone forever
i will find a home
a home for my refuge when you are gone.....
its a dream to see you
to see you coming around again
but i will find my wings
wings to fly away
i wanted to belong here
but everytime something felt so wrong here
so i'll touch the sky
with my new wings that will take me high

i will breakaway,
breakaway from all the old ways
have a great life thatz all i want to say.....
i made a wish ,took the chance
now out into the sun
i won't forget you helped me
helped me to be ME......
its not that easy
easy to say you good bye
but this is it
this is my chance
my very chance to breakaway..

0


Did You Like This Poem?

Latest Comments