How sad/hard is it?

It's so hard..
It's so wrong..
I know that i love him and
I know that he loves me back.
Yet our dream is still..
A dream..

How sad is it
To have the love of your life
(and yes, you really do love him)
Living so far away?
And how sad is it
That it's been like that
Since the very first day.

You've never really met him,
Yet you feel like you've known him all along.
How sad is it?!
It's all just so wrong.

I feel so broken inside..
My heart bleeds.. so intense..
How sad, how hard is this?!
It just doesn't make sense..

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I'm so.. :(