My Own Lies

I know that we are now over
Weve been that way now for sometime
You have always just looked at me
As if I'm just a waste of your time

But while I can see, if just only
The smallest glimpse of some hope
Ill take on whatever's forthcoming
And each day I face and will cope

I've always been a real fighter
Quitting is just not my game
I'm certain that we'd be much happier
If only you'd think much the same

Cause baby, my heart is still crying
I want to leave, but still here I stay
So if in your mind we are over
Let go before Valentines Day

For if I am truly this bad person
That only you say you see through your eyes
Then I got some hell of a journey
Cause my heads been telling me lies