Looking at this bloody scar I wish I wasn't here
Thinking of the pain I caused, I wish no one was...

Alone & Lost you sit & stare
Alone & Lost you couldn't care...

Dreaming up dreams, while choking on life
Pleading for peace, while I'm using this knife...

Drifting away, please call me back
& if you don't, it's me you'll lack...

I'm feeling tired, weak, and weary
My whole day was bleak and dreary...

The end of heartache in my eyes
I cut its roots and pray it dies...

Escape to a world that’s unknown but true
Where all my pain and torturing’s through...

Confusion mustered, anger dwelled
Inside my head, my thoughts swelled...

You seem to think you know it all
But then you stumble, take a fall...

Hate and anger boil in mind
Fear and dread are very kind...

Far inside my fear does hide
Away from sun, moon, rain, and tide...

I love you with a passion
I hate you with the same...