Dreaming up dreams, while choking on life
Pleading for peace, while I'm using this knife...

Sitting in the darkest corner, she is all alone
I reach out to embrace her, but my presence seems...

I could say it's great, it's fine
But that's not it, it's better...

If I was dancing in the rain you wouldn't see my...
You wouldn't see the pain I've held inside from...

I stabbed myself with blinding hate
& in that moment chose a fate...

Last night after drifting slowly
I fell asleep and lie unmobily...

Far away & deep inside
I question THAT which I must hide...

The loss of a loved one;
A friend or a foe...

Misery and hate sets in
As my twisted life begins...

I stare at a stranger before me
She seems unknown but true...

Tiny shallow cuts release all my tiny angers
But as the anger manifests the cuts become much...

This golden sun arose today
& in its solace now I pray...