I have no one to talk to, no one to listen
Just the reminder of everything I'm missin...

I miss him.
I miss the way that he held me...

I've loved him for the longest time
But, he'll never love me, never be mine...

He thinks he's useless, he thinks dumb
Thinks he's as useful as a starving bum...

He stands there silent and strong,
Not caring if it's right or wrong...

When I'm up there, singing alone on the stage
I feel nothing of hate, heartache, or rage...

It happened so fast, I didn't see it coming
The joy of it, the ecstacy was almost mind-numbing...

I hate my schools
I hate all the rules...

One day, my mother said there was something to...
'A friend of ours has just passed away, slowly...

You look at me, thinking you know who I am
You sit and laugh while I pretend I don't give a d...

I sit here on the stairs, smokin a joint
And I wonder, Why am I living? What's the point...

I look at the glamorous stars of today
and wonder, How did it, how did they get this way...