I lay here on the floor,
Broken inside from what drove me to do this to...

"I'm not a child! I'm grown up! Everyone else...
Looked upon like a child...

I don't know where I am anymore
I don't know who I am anymore...

Feeling the rage swirl inside her stomach
Rising into her chest and bursting out her mouth...

I wrote this last year and just found it, it's...
So far from reality my mind has taken me...

All she wanted...
Was for them to all ignore her...

Here I am trying to write a poem about how I...
People who have tryed this know how hard it is to...

She's so lost,
Her beauty disguised by her broken heart...

Through tears more then words,
You'd understand my pain...

Thought maybe I'd get better,
Maybe I'd be able to be truly happy...

Can't be...
I'll Never allow the red of that rose to come...

Hurt my closest,
Want so bad to be better...