You made me so happy
You made me feel special...

When i was a little girl
You would hold me close...

Once stark white
now gray...

I am quite content
being home alone...

I dream of a life
filled with happiness and sun shine...

To touch the coldness in ones hand
To see the paleness in their face...

Everything i say,
Everything i do...

I grieve,
For things lost...

*This poem is about what happiness means for me...
Happiness is the tingling sensation. That starts...

Have you ever wondered,
What lies beneath your brain...

How do you know the world won't stop,
After someone breaks your heart...

I know what it feels like
To want to die...