I Know

I know what it feels like
To want to die
To be rid of this pain
To give up this lie

I know what it feels like
To cut into your skin
To cause pain on the outside
To release what's within

I know what it feels like
To be living a lie
Pretending to be happy
Always wearing a fake smile

I know what it feels like
To watch friends go one by one
To want to let go like they did
To leave it all behind

I know what it feels like
To give up all hope
To be lost in darkness
To not be able to cope

I know what it feels like
To want to hide away
Stay under the covers
And not face the day

I know what it feels like
To hear voices in your head
Enticing you to the blade
Making you wish you were dead

I know what its feels like
To truly break down
An endless stream of sadness
A permanent frown

But i know what it feel like
To make it through in the end
To face your demons, to live
And be happy again.

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