I am sorry it had to end like this.
I am sorry that I can't be what you want me to be...

Just when I thought
That life could do me no wrong...

Who am I and who will I be?
I'm just a simple girl...

I hate the way your eyes meet with mine,
I hate your irresistible smile...

There is not a single word
That expresses how I feel...

It's been said before
We only love that which cannot last...

I hate looking myself in the mirror,
I hate knowing I have fear...

To you she is beautiful
She is everything you ever wanted...

Your friendship and love,
And all the wonderful things...

Everytime I hate it
Mocking me, pushing me to the...

I was only twelve when it began
Late at night, when I was alone...

There is a lot of violence,
As i sit and suffer in silence...