I missed you most

Just when I thought
That life could do me no wrong
Just when I thought
That Living
Was a Luxury
Instead of a Gift
I missed you most

Just when I thought
That I could honestly
Live without you
In my life
I missed you most

And now that I know
What is to come of me
What I have to face
Alone
The Depression
The Anxiety
That is to come
I miss you most

And now I must say to you
How wonderful and beautiful
You turned out to be
And I hope that you
Have a long
Loving
Successful
Life

And remember me
Not for the bad
But the good
That I must have done
At some point in my lifetime

And as I draw
My dying breath
I will think of you
One last time
And miss you most