If only you could feel the pain I feel,
When I force a smile upon my face...

Everyday I gaze into the mirror,
But the only thing I see...

*Mike helped me with this one alot... Thanks Mike...
Disappointment in me, low self-esteem...

I come home each day,
To your gleaming smile...

Poetry is my release,
It helps me through the day...

You will never know,
The pain behind these eyes...

I never wanted all this pain,
Or the scars across my veins...

Is life really worth living?
Is it worth the pain...

Depression has consumed me,
Ive joined its horrid cult...

Depression is a sickness,
It messes with your head...

Society is built on a strong foundation of lies,
We’re influenced to believe what is...

Why do I even try?
All I ever do is cry...